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(1 of 6) They say distance makes the heart grow fonder/ when I feel that I hit you/ in hopes that I make you hit your grind stronger/ the days don’t get any(2 of 6) longer/ and our clocks don’t go back/ investing time now/ so later I can just relax/ often I look back/ reminisce of the old days/ but how could you(3 of 6) ever get anything new, stuck in your old ways?/ the high school hangouts and summer time adventures/ came at the perfect time and did exactly what they(4 of 6) were meant fa/ open my eyes in many ways/ focused my mind to getting paid/ and reassured me I always have a good friend at the end of the day/ so don’t(5 of 6) take it literal if I never ring you/ I will always be the same whenever its just me and you/ just a little older, wiser,and sharper on my game/ whether(6 of 6) i’m in new york, europe, or texas/ I still love L.A

I love you! ❤ I'm truly blessed with the greatest friends.

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TRUTH.

“You know what sucks about falling for a guy you know you’re not right for? You fall anyway because you think he might turn out to be different”

a friend posted this on fb. &damn, its soo true..

bittersweet exhaustion.

dang. life has been nonstop for the past three weeks. its always one activity after the other. this weekend for example.

friday. ran at 7. school at 930. straight fairfield to do jos` hair by at 12. eat. straight head to PUC to pick up ryan. then Sf for my tatt session. got home 3ish.

Sat: woke up at 8ish. showered. ran errands. pick up mark then head to the bball game at 12. work at 1. straight to benicia for a bbq at 7. random ass hypes throughout the day. didnt get home till 6 -_-

sunday: up at 9. work at 11. waterfront for a run at 5. school for my final at 7. home at 1030. &hw hw hw!

today. got up at 5 for my 730 class. school till 3. then practice at 5.. hmm.. this week is gonna be just as crazy as last. hahah its fun tho! haha my friends make it worth it.

its just bitter cos i’m sooo damn tirreddd. my whole body is sore/exhausted/tired.. atleast its sweet cos i got to be with my friends and what not. i wish there was more time in the day..

bu i do hate driving. -_- i feel like im always gonna fall asleep on the road cos im soo tired.. geeez. i just gotta get better i guess? haha

ok. this post was just a whole buncha whinning. haha

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VIEWS.

when i was in the 6th grade, I remember the older kids always saying things like

“It’s hard being Catholic, when you get out there in the real, you’re gonna be constantly attacked about your faith. You’re gonna question it more and more”

man, I know what they are talking about now.. Even in High school i was constantly questioned about my faith. why do i believe this and that. and it hard as hell to keep your foot down! and the older i become, The harder the questions get. Its even more difficult to stand your grown on your faith..

I need to writing a paper on Same Sex Marriages and even if I know where the Catholic church stands on it, I keep going back and fourth on where I personally stand on it.. this paper is due tomorrow, It’s about 4 pages long right now but I can’t turn it in because it is just all over the place! hkshafdjkhsd -_____________-

I need/ want to go to a retreat.

PIECE OF MIND.

for the first time in a really really long time, I’m content with how my life is. I mean, sure, everything isn’t “perfect” or are at their best.. but I’m happy. I don’t wanna worry too much of what the future holds&just let things fall into place. Its easier that way. It’s fun not really knowing whats coming next. This year has been by far one of the most exciting/unpredictable/crazy year. &MARCH just barely started! haha.  im excited for what else this year has to offer me. 🙂

BAATTTLLEEEFEST!!!!

as ALWAYS. im driving ryans car.. -_- ahah. hella but YYYAAYYY! IM NOOOTTT the only girl! :)) got there suppperrr early cos i didnt buy my ticket yet. got hella played cos i didnt know presales ended so when i finally decided to buy em`they stopped selling em! :(( all good tho! WE STILL GOT THERE&good thing we got there hella early cos the line was DUMB LONG! the wait wasnt that bad though. we got to take a picture of all the cool guys wearing beanies!! haha  &saw some F.U.S.I.O.N heads there! &funny thing is they sat righhtt behind us! haha whoohoo! man no lie, i lovveeeeeee going to showcases&all that but it hella kills me to see sooo many dancers doing what they love&all i could do it watch. jkhsakjf! I cannnotttt wait till i start dancing again! mad looooovveeee to my friends that performed tho! ESPPP. JEEEMMAAA&FRENNCCHIIE! jemma, YOU ARE A BEAST! haha i can tell you were having sooo much fun out there! you guys deserved more than 3rd place forealll! &FRENCHIE, GIRRRLLL I LOVEE&MISSS YOUU! you’ve come such a long wayy! you use to be hella shy&what what not but look at you now!!!!! :)) from F.U.S.O.I.O.N to Haluan im so glad to be able to say that i’ve danced with you! summer tho? lets get back to fusion vallejo! 😉 haha. uhmm. i miss kick its with all these kids. we hang out every now&then but we dont ever kick it as a big group like this anymore. Understandable tho, school&what not but still i miss it. lest have more days like this 🙂 LOVE YA GUYS!

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